365 days of happiness

2011-03-01T18:07:00.003+08:00

sometimes, the world is truly unfair :'(

:)

2011-02-19T07:54:00.001+08:00

Lelaki yg mncintai pasangannya akn mnghargai kekasihnya hingga mereka brsntuhan pun rasa terlalu sayang kerana dia tahu setelah kekasihnya itu berkahwin dengannya, maka itu baru menjadi milik mutlaknya.itu bru dinamakan BENAR-BENAR syg & cinta.manakala,lelaki yg suka mengambil kesempatan itu tergolong dari jenis yg x serius kerana dia x tahu hukum hakam agama yg melarang pasangan melakukan sesuatu di luar batasan pergaulan.

i love this one!!

kabut ke sabut??

2011-02-10T17:02:00.005+08:00

alhamdulillah sampai jugak weekend :)

huhu..minggu ni sgt kabut dan ~~sabut~~ kabut kot..

tapii sekarang sy rase sgt lega dan lega..

minggu depan xde experiment..xde report..

~~xde~~ ade kuiz..~~xde~~ ade test..

yeayy~~

misi seterusnya :

siapkan sume keje yg patut dibuat..

heee~~~

lomo polaroid ;)

2011-02-04T00:46:00.005+08:00

yeayyy~~sy x saba nk dapat lomo ni..

chantek tak?? chantek tak??

comel kan??comel kan??

hehehe.. :D :D

danial~~

2011-02-02T00:41:00.003+08:00

first feb

2011-02-01T02:14:00.002+08:00

100 Truths!

1. Last beverage: f&N (grape) :)
2. Last phone call: mak
3. Last text message: anis
4. Last song you listened to: grenade-bruno mars
5. Last time you cried: last month.haha.last month tu yesterday la kan ;p

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice?: noooo
2. Been cheated on?: errrr.noooo~
3. Kissed someone & regretted it?: noooo
4. Lost someone special?: yuuuup
5. Been depressed?: yuuuup.a loot.huuu.
6. Been drunk and threw up?: haha.noooo

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Light blue
2. Pink [?]
3. Purple
4. Black

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends: yuuuup.new class.new fwens :)
2. Fallen out of love: yuuuup
3. Laughed until you cried: tokidoki
4. Met someone who changed you: yuuuup.i wanna be better person from time to time.ngeee~
5. Found out who your true friends were: yuuuup.i love them :)
6. Found out someone was talking about you: yuuuup.noooo.yuuuup.haha
9. How many kids do you want to have: 3-5
10. Do you have any pets : yuuuup.my children,shiro n heart <3 according to arah ereka adalah ‘BA ALIF BA YA’ :(
11. Do you want to change your name: probably.i want become afif please~~hee.gatal!!
12. What did you do for your last birthday: prayed for DSLR.and i have it.yeayyyy. [lips power]
13. What time did you wake up today: 8.
14. What were you doing at midnight last night?: blogwalking
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for: PSP Sony
16. Last time you saw your father: just now.huuu~~
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: living happily.errr~~can i??can i??
18. What are you listening to right now: i’m like a bird
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: noooo. i wish i can talk to tom n jerry ;p
23. What's getting on your nerves right now?: dating with anis esok.met her new car.haha.tetibe jee
24. Most visited webpage: e-learning,aimsweb,utm space.eh2 baek plak dye ni.wheee ;p

1. What's your FULL name: nurafifah mohd nor
2. Nickname: fyfa,fifah,ipah,ppa, [mkcik n nenek pn byk kali org pnggil jugak]
3. Birthday: 101091 *nak kasi hadiah tak??* heee.
4. Zodiac Sign: libra yg dacing tuu~mksud dye adil aw.sy memg adil dan saksama ponn ;p
5. Male or female or transgendered: girl
6. Elementary: st.theresa
7. Middle School: tengku ampuan mariam
8. High school: sultan sulaiman
10. Hair color: black
11. Long or short: average
16. Height: 160++
17. Do you like someone: maybe.yuuuup.noooo.
18: What do you like about yourself?: none ;p
19. Piercings: long time ago
20. Tattoos: noooo laa
21. Righty or lefty: lefty

FIRSTS:
22. First surgery: my cat surgery.sob2 :’(
23. First piercing: ears
24. First best friends: eyqa tajudin :)
26. First sport you joined: netball
27. First pet: kitty cat, comel (black n white version)
28. First vacation: forgot
29. First concert: -
30. First crush: forgot too ;p

RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating: noooo. i am on diet.
50. Drinking: noooo
52. I'm about to: sleeep

53. Listening to: careful
55. Waiting for: call incoming

YOUR FUTURE:
58. Want kids?: yuuuup
59. Want to get married?: yuuuup
60. Careers in mind?: successful chemist.yeayyy

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes?: both
69. Hugs or kisses?: hugs
70. Shorter or taller?: taller
71. Older or Younger?: older
72. Romantic or spontaneous?: romantic
73. Nice stomach or nice arms?: nice arms
74. Sensitive or loud?: loud
75. Hook-up or relationship?: -

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger? Noooo. i kiss my children every day ;p
80. Lost glasses/contacts?: lenses
81. Skinny Dipped?: -
82. Broken someone's heart?: maybe.noooo.yuuuup.
83. Had your own heart broken?: yuuuup.
85. Been arrested?: yuuuup.i’d been busted more than 100 times in need for speed :’(
86. Turned someone down?: yuuuup.sorry.
87. Cried when someone died?: yuuuup
88. Liked a friend that is a girl?: yuuuup

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself?: yuuuup
90. Miracles?: absolutely
91. Love at first sight: dunnoe
92. Heaven: yuuuup
93. Santa Clause: noooo
96. Angels: not really. but ghosts, yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: yuuuup. i miss that person very much :’(
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?: noooo
99. Will you repost this?: sure.noooo.maybe.
100. Did you lie at any of these questions? yeayyyy. you got me <3> haha

Day 4

2011-01-31T19:13:00.005+08:00

cenggini la danish bile waktu lapang..huuu~~~

TODAY'S ACTIVITIES:

mndikan budak2

buat breakfast

tengok danial buat homework

buat lab report

beli makanan tengah hari

borak2 dgn anis

tgk upin ipin smbil tidoo :D

makan keropok.. nyum2

maen skate dgn danial

smbil shiro dan heart ragut rumput

sekarang tgk bintang dan kejora

wheee~~

heee~~

2011-01-31T00:09:00.005+08:00

haaa..tengoklah nii..

ape je yg x lengkap??

sume adee..

waaa..beshnyee..beshnyeee..

tiiinggg..kalau lah satu hari nanti

saya bekerja..

akan saya beli ini sume..

heeeeeee~~ :)

ngeee~~wheee~~

huuu..ade tak kat siniii..

nak belikan saya kasut..

huuuu..

kasut saya da mcm yg ats ni da..

sedih tak??sedih tak??

saya teringin nak beli kasut..

tapi..

saya sayang duit saya..

errrr~~

semacam rasa sgt membazir je =.='

kaaaaann???

saya nak simpan duit..

huuuu..

nak bayar yuran..

nak bayar deposit..

bnyak kne pakai duit..

duit oh duit..

silalah datang..heee :D :D

10 interesting facts about gender psychology

2011-01-30T23:38:00.005+08:00

1. Men change their minds two to three times more often than women. Most women take longer to make a decision than men do, but once they make a decision they are more likely to stick to it.

2. Based on the total number of people tested since IQ tests were devised, women have a slightly higher average IQ than men

3. Women are better than men at remembering faces, especially of females.

4. Men are more likely to help than women!

5. Women are more pessimistic when predicting their work results.

6. Most women tend to believe that they are only good at certain tasks, but not capable of being good at everything.

7. Women are more fearful and anxious than men.

8. Women are twice more talkative than men! It has been estimated that on average, men speak 12,500 words and women speak about 25,500 words in a day.

9. Men, on average, think about sex every 7 seconds.

10. The female brain is much more adept at reading subtle facial and verbal emotional expressions. Some woman say that only when men see actual tears they realize that something is wrong. This is why women have to cry four times more than men do, to signal distress.

pulang ;)

2011-01-26T17:23:00.005+08:00

shiro dan heart meragut rumput dgn lembu H24 :p

uhuuuu~~jom2 counting days utk blik umaa ^^

yeayyyy :D :D i'm excited laaa..heeee...

naaakk..naak psp ni boleh???

huuu...lecturer teknokrat ckp kite boleh guna lips power je

utk dptkn ape2 yg kte nk zaman ni..

so, sy pn nk gune laa..heee..

sronook nyeee :))

let's learn japanese :D

2011-01-25T22:27:00.008+08:00

atas ni adalah hiragana syllabus..

jom2,kita belajar nii :)

this is basic for the beginner..

yokk kite belajar jipun same2..

betul..sgt tak rugi tau..

huuuu..sgt lah tak..

tak sgt rugi :) :) :)

teehee..fhm kah ayat ini??

mcm mne tuu??

hehe..korang practice la tulis2 ni dulu ye..

wheee~~

practice2..ngee~~

sy nk peg study dulu..

yoshhh..esok ade quiz instrument..

hohoho..

bye2 dulu..

oyasumi nasai sumee :D :D

hee...xoxo..

cuti

2010-12-30T14:49:00.014+08:00

cuti da nak abes..

errr..da ramai yg kt UTM da..

huhu..

glad to meet new sem again..

kelas baru..

azam baru..

semangat baru..

*harap kekal smpai akhir sem la*

routine saya akan berjalan seperti di bawah ini..

huuuuu..

nampak tak??tulisan kecik sgt ehh??

ngeee~~ sila klik pada gambr utk melihat tumbesaran nye ye..

cuti2 ni cm bese sy jge ank sdre..ngee~~

sy boleh jd penjaga bdak2 yg bley dikira berjaya la kot

sebab nyeee..

tgk kt bwh ni..

*sila scroll down*

hee~~menggoda taak??

saya comot lagii laa..

tak guna nye penjaga ni..

dush..dushh..errr~~

hahaha..comot2 pun maen jgak kan..

penyegan nye penjaga ni

ini muke TERPAKSA...

-.-" teruknye penjaga ni..

langsung xde safety..

huuuu..lompat lagi ye aqeel..

good job :D

kata-kata dari seorang penjaga :p

huuuu..ni laa sbb2 nyee saya ckp saya memang penjaga

yang boleh dikatakan 'berjaya'..

sila jangan suruh saya jaga anak2 anda dan kucing2 anda ye..

teeeheee..

kesian kat aqeel en??

errr..sape yg nk dislhkan ni..

ibunye kah??

saya kah??

aqeel kah??

hahaha..

sekali lagi saya nk cakap..

saya memang penjaga yang 'berjaya'

'berjaya'

sekian. harap maklum '___'

mohd muslim ahmad

2010-12-30T14:25:00.005+08:00

hoho..saya cuma nak cakap..

yang saya da heart to MUSLIM ni..

haha..instead of OKTO ni..

saya (.sangat.amat.paling.sungguh.) suka tengok MUSLIM ni maen.

baekk jee..tak mcm OKTO ni..errr..

ganas gilee laa dye maen..tak sukeee...

heee..

MUSLIM
MUSLIM
MUSLIM
MUSLIM
MUSLIM

gagaga..gile tak??tak gile kan?? :D

Last night memang perggh la kan..

Double errr triple like Malaysia laa..

huhu..

like 1000x

ngeee..

I love u Malaysia..

memang lepas ni saya nak keje dekat Malaysia laa..

buat pe keje jaoh2 kann..

errr (-.-")

I love Malaysia

and..and..and..and..

I love Mohd Muslim Ahmad..

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

bumblebee lompat :D

2010-12-30T13:31:00.003+08:00

haa..ni die bumblebee yg pandai lompat..

teehee~~

hoho..ohaiyo gozaimasu..

2010-11-02T09:13:00.007+08:00

GUYS WILL ALWAYS

BE ABLE

TO MAKE

GIRLS CRY

BUT

IF A GIRL

CAN MAKE

A GUY CRY

SHE MUST REALLY

MEAN SOMETHING TO HIM

cume nak cakap

saya setuju dengan statement above ni..

haha..

2010-11-02T00:38:00.001+08:00

hoho..first trial using tripod and self timer (:

assignment koQ..huhu..akhirnya siap pun..

2010-11-01T22:53:00.018+08:00

TUGASAN: SHUTTER SPEED

hoho..

bawah ni adalah pemandangan UTM..

huuuuu..

akhir kata..maaf saya budak baru belajar (: w.h.e.e.

(:

2010-10-23T11:31:00.003+08:00

.: Majlis Persandingan Hazriq & Nurul :. from cstproduction on Vimeo.

2010-10-23T10:56:00.001+08:00

outing lah

2010-10-23T10:12:00.003+08:00

O.M.G. Facts.

2010-10-23T08:41:00.000+08:00

Chocolate can help you live longer.

Teddy bears and other toys kill more people than REAL bears.

If you watch early Fresh Prince of Bel-Air you can see Will Smith’s lips moving to other characters lines.

Ants stretch and yawn when they wake up.

The original pack of Skittles doesn’t contain the color blue. Therefore, you CAN’T actually taste the rainbow.

It is believed that Shakespeare was 46 around the time that the King James Version of the Bible was written. In Psalms 46, the 46th word is shake and the 46th word from the last word is spear.

Q is the only letter that never appears in the name of a US State.

The world doesn’t take 24 hours to turn on its axis, it really takes 23 hours, 56 minutes and 4 seconds.

The song “3” by Britney Spears is 3 minutes 33 seconds long.

A 12-year-old’s science project showed that Fast food ice was dirtier than toilet water .

The USA bought Alaska from Russia for 2 cents an acre , adding up to $7.2 million .

“Eleven plus Two” and “Twelve plus One” both equal 13 and both have 13 letters. In fact they both have THE SAME 13 letters.

When a puppy is born, it is blind and toothless.

“Silent” and “listen” are spelled with the same letters.

“W” is the only letter in the English alphabet that is more than one syllable.

Cursing when you’re hurt actually helps reduce pain.

A way you can tell if you’re whispering or not is to put your hand at your throat. If you feel vibrations, you’re talking. If you don’t, you’re whispering.

The voice of Mickey Mouse for 32 years, and the current voice of Minnie Mouse were actually married in real life.

In 1898, 14 years before the Titanic sank, Morgan Robertson wrote a book about a ship called the “Titan” that crashed into an iceberg and sank.

Tomatoes and cucumbers are fruits, not vegetables.

The Olsen twins wore FAKE TEETH on Full House episodes because their teeth began to look different.

There’s roughly 380 sesame seeds on an average McDonald’s Big Mac bun.

A penny is worth 1 cent but it costs 1.7 cents to make it.

Lightning is 5 times hotter than the sun.

At exactly 06 minutes and 07 seconds after 5 o’clock on August 9th of this year it will be 05:06:07 08/09/10. This will not happen again until the year 3010 .

LOL isn’t just laugh out loud. LOL is also “fun” in Dutch.

No matter how hard you squeeze the two ends of an egg, it will NEVER break.

Huge, several hundred pound rocks in Death Valley mysteriously move really far, all on their own. No one knows how, because no one’s ever seen it happen.

If you put two straws in your mouth: one inside a drink and one outside it, you won’t be able to drink through either straw.

Newborn babies cry but they have no tears. Their tear ducts aren’t formed until they are a month old.

A piece of paper can’t be folded in half more than 7 times .

No word in the English language rhymes with purple, orange, month or silver.

Chewing gum can keep you from crying when cutting onions.

Months that begin on a Sunday will always have a “Friday the 13th”.

A mosquito is more likely to bite a blonde than a brunette.

Odds are, any memory you believe you have before the age of 4 isn’t real. They are false memories and have usually either been told to you by someone else, or you made them up without knowing it.

There are 293 ways to make change for a dollar.

In New York, the penalty for jumping off a building more than 50 ft without a permit is death.

Elephants are the only land mammals that cannot jump.

If you look at the sun RIGHT NOW, you are technically looking back in time. It takes eight minutes for light from the sun to reach Earth.

A strawberry is not an actual berry, but a banana is.

You can’t hum while holding your nose closed.

The sentence “The quick brown fox jumps over a lazy dog” uses every letter of the alphabet.

The lion costume in the film Wizard of Oz was made from real lions.

Eating celery is technically exercise. When you eat celery, you burn more calories than you consume.

A toothpick is the object most-often choked on by Americans.

Men have nipples because, as an embryo, everyone is a female until the Y chromosome kicks in.

A female platypus sweats milk.

The powerful 8.8 magnitude earthquake that rattled Chile likely shifted the Earth’s axis an estimated three inches and shortened the day by 1.26 microseconds.

‘racecar’ is spelled the same forwards and backwards.

‘Uncopyrightable’ is the longest word in the English language that doesn’t repeat a letter once.

Penguins cannot walk backwards.

In 1963, baseball pitcher Gaylord Perry remarked, ‘They’ll put a man on the moon before I hit a home run.’ On July 20, 1969, just minutes after Neil Armstrong set foot on the moon, Gaylord Perry hit his first home run.

Vending machines kill four times more people each year than sharks do.

Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete.

When you put a seashell next to your ear, it’s the sound of your blood surging in your veins, not the ocean.

suatu hari di sekolah..

2010-06-01T15:10:00.012+08:00

Pada suatu hari di sekolah, seorang murid bertanya pada gurunya.Ketika itu guru itu sedang mengajar mengenai kasih sayang.

PELAJAR: "Cikgu macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik, seseorang yang PALING kita sayang?Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?"

CIKGU: "Ok..Kamu ikut apa yang saya suruh. Kamu pergi ke padang. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu. Pilih yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walau sekali. Dah petik rumput yang PALING cantik, bawa ke kelas."

Apabila pulang ke kelas, tiada sehelai rumput pun di tangannya. Cikgu bertanya, kenapa tiada rumput yang dipilih?

PELAJAR: "Tadi masa saya berjalan, saya carilah rumput yang PALING cantik. Memang ada yang banyak, tapi cikgu kata petik yang PALING cantik, maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan tanpa menoleh ke belakang. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang, saya tak jumpa pun yang PALING cantik. Mungkin ada di antara belakang saya tadi yang PALING cantik tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik."

CIKGU: "Ya itulah jawapannya. Maknanya apabila kita da jumpa seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita mencari lagi yang lebih baik dari itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang ada di depan kita sebaiknya. Jangan kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang telah berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Semoga yang berlalu tidak akan berulang lagi. Dan ingatlah yang PALING kita sayang itulah yang PALING cantik dan PALING baik. Walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi..

thumbs up :)

2010-05-30T12:31:00.002+08:00

2010-04-25T19:21:00.001+08:00

sad life story of Ivan Chong

2010-04-23T23:26:00.001+08:00

phnom penh,nak ekot :(

2010-04-23T00:39:00.008+08:00

the time da nk smpai da..

haiyoo..takut muet la..

x cnfident pn bley dpt higher band..

haizz..

truk kan??

all notes yg blaja from mr.affendi sume left inside store ktf..

sgt trlpe nk asing kn with notes yg laen..

skunk ni tnga buntu meh..

tataw nk stdy cne..

usha2 je ape yg patut diusha..

haha..

mak dtg uma adik ptg td..

with mknan yg over byk..

mknan yg beli smlm pn x smpat nk mkn..

can bt stok 4 two days kot ni..

haiyoo..mak leaving again..

agaga..

mak ngn papa nk celebrate anniversery dorg..

kt phnom penh

haiyoo..

slalu kne tinggal ngn mak..

benci papa..

ske curi mak fyfa meh..

tp at the same time lega sgt sb nti muet

bley peg sniri..

jom berscoot..

huhu..

belaja berdikari..

agaga,berdikari habiss..

signing out :)

ni uma sy..sy nak dye :) hehe..

2010-04-22T03:28:00.001+08:00

the plan :)

2010-04-21T12:29:00.002+08:00

fyfa ternampak pixie ni..

n it looks very interesting

daaannn..

sgt comey a.k.a sweett :)

btw, fyfa craving nk mango ice blended..

kakak,adik..

bile kite bley peg noodle station??

signing out :)

???

2010-04-21T12:21:00.003+08:00

Ku tutup mataku
Dari semua pandanganku
Bila melihat matamu
Ku yakin ada cinta ketulusan hati
Yang mengalir lembut

Penguasa alam
Tolonglah pegangi aku
Biar ku tak jatuh
Pada sumur dosa yang terkutuk
Dan menyesatkan cintaku

Andaikan ku bisa
Lebih adil pada cinta kau dan dia
Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
Ku tak luput dari dosa

Biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
Takdir cinta harus begini
Ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
Oh Tuhan tuntunlah hatiku

okay mse fyfa kt bilik hari tu fyfa ngn ain,bee, ngan tirah tgk cte

bila cinta bertasbih..

cte dye sgt besh..

n abdullah @ furqan sgt patuh dgn mak dye..

bley mnangis tgk cte ni mse mak dye meninggal sb furqan x aty2 mse bwk moto..

mak furqan meninggal n furqan masuk hospital..

above: LIRIK ROSSA TAKDIR CINTA

tertarik with this 2 sentences

Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
Ku tak luput dari dosa

signing out :)

kucing no name:)

2010-04-20T12:30:00.005+08:00

hari2 dye mkn

mkn dye hari2

dye mkn hari2

uhuhu..ni la kucing bru kt uma..

first2 fyfa smpai uma it's been a while disappear..

dye lari cm lintang pukang..

takut kot dgn org yg x knal..

tp skunk hari2 asyik ade je tdo dkt kaki..

hurrmm..rpe ny kucing sgt mudah utk didekati an???

haha =p

ni da kali ke3 dye mkn 4 2day..

hari2 dye mkn byk..

winx2..

signing out :)

2010-04-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

pengajaran

2010-04-19T21:35:00.006+08:00

:: p/s be tough ::

fyfa,long ngn kakak went to uma acik last night..

it takes about 5 hours to sampai..

hurmm..hati fyfa dlm kete da sgt berombak..

sgt takut if anything happen b4 adik beradik dpt jmpe acik..

sb mak ckp acik sakit truk sgt..

with pak long's guide smpai gk kt uma acik..

this is my 2nd time smpai kt pekan..

first smpai mse kawen k.long yana ank pak long klau x clap..

itu da bout 6 years ago..

hurrrmm..sgt lme kan???

couz yg plg fyfa igt cume k.ami dgn abg yo..

k.ami sgt close ngn fyfa mse wed long..

n abg yo fyfa igt sb abg yo sgt tinggi..

lpas tu fyfa cme igt ank ecu 2 org..

yg laen if jmpe kt mne2 pn mesti cm x knal..

neva meet them yg btl2..

i'd been thinking too much on wanna celebrate eid with family in pekan..

hey..dorg sgt la baek..

though we cme duduk situ dlm about 2 hours cm tu..

tp mak long masak mcm2..

mcm nk mkn utk 2 hari..huhu..

i luv mak long's cook..

wonder???ble fyfa nk blaja masak???

kt uma adik xde stove..haizz..

msak megi bley la gne heater kt uma..

errpppp..urmmm??

ok..back to the real topic..

fyfa nk cte pasal acik fyfa..

urmm..

acik fyfa da suffering cancer since 2003..

a year afta acik dtg wedding long...

acik dpt taw acik kne breast cancer..

cancer memg prkara yg plg sakit kan??

tp ape yg fyfa nmpak setbe je fyfa smpai..

acik senyum dgn sgt gembira kt fyfa..

she still can smiling though it's the most critical time for her and us too..

hurmm..

actually fyfa da x igt mke acik..

n smpai2 je fyfa da tgk acik terbaring da..

fyfa worried..

tp ble da lme ckp2..

bru rse cm a bit ok..

acik sgt byk ckp..

n fyfa nmpak acik sgt tabah utk survive..

acik become better skit afta penduduk tman nearby

dtg bce Yassin ramai2..

besh kan klau dpt jiran2 cm tu??

they keep on giving smangat kt acik..

pakcik ckp org dtg x putus2 since dpt taw

acik kne breast cancer n bcome more critical..

acik kne serang breast cancer da sgt lme..

and ape yg doc ckp in year 2004

acik cme bley survive only 3 months if x buat operation..

tp itu sume kuasa Allah kan??

hidup mati xde sape yg taw..

afta da bt pmbedahan..

acik's life back to normal..

in year 2006, acik da become weaker..

n acik da x kuat sgt utk berjln jauh2..

tp pak cik still peg sne sini to find ubat2 kg..

urmm..

last feb that cancer serang anotha breast..

start from there acik ckp acik jd makin lemah..

and acik tunjuk an kt fyfa ngn kakak kt tmpat yg kne..

tp fyfa tgk skjap je sb fyfa sgt takut nk tgk..

the breast yg bru kne serang da bernanah..

hurmm..fyfa tataw how klau fyfa yg ade kt tmpat acik..

tataw la cne..mesti serba x kne..

nk baring lme2 pn tabley..

nk duduk pn sakit..

nk berjalan apatah lagi..

hurrmm..

then,another breast yg hv to buang dulu tu da jdik berlubang..

bayang an betapa takut ny fyfa nk tgk kan??

mcm mne klau kte yg de kt tmpat acik??

haizz..

fyfa cte ni cme sebagai pengajran utk kte sume..

supaya nti kite slalu berjge2..

as fyfa..

fyfa kne b more hati2 sb both kt kg belah pekan n jerantut

kne breast cancer..

acik belah pekan

n mak ngah ros belah jerantut..

fyfa might de probability to get that cancer too..

tp ape yg penting kte kne slalu berdoa supaya Allah jauhkan

kite dr segala penyakit yg berbahaya n pnyakit yg x berbahaya gak kan??

dlm kete on the way back..

long pesan..

ipah,kakak.. nti ipah ngn kakak peg la check ye..

dgn nada bimbang..

then ipah ngn kakak cme gelak je sb long

klau bt muka mara o mke bimbang

mesti akn mnjdi lawak..

tp ape yg long ckp memg btul..

jom kite sme2 check..

ok signing out :)

fyfa wanna off to bed dulu..

craving

2010-04-15T12:43:00.006+08:00

naakkkk..nak cup cake :)

family potrait..

2010-04-03T16:48:00.005+08:00

A little girl needs Daddy
For many, many things:
Like holding her high off the ground
Where the sunlight sings!
Like being the deep music
That tells her all is right
When she awakens frantic with
The terrors of the night.

Like being the great mountain
That rises in her heart
And shows her how she might get home
When all else falls apart.

Like giving her the love
That is her sea and air,
So diving deep or soaring high
She'll always find him there.

unluckily, sometimes,

we unable to FIND him

when he made up the decision to LEAVE AGAIN.

signing out:

nearly lost my phone..

2010-03-27T19:06:00.002+08:00

orang tua2 cakap kalau jodoh x ke mana..

huhu..fyfa already tawakal da td..

sgt2 brnasib baek jmpe blik akak teksi tu..

hehe..sgt2 epy afta sgt2 sdey..

moral from this : please b more careful cik nurafifah :)

n thanks to madiha sb turut sme kabut :) :) suki2..

signing out:

(: (:

2010-03-23T15:30:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah..fyfa dpt koQ fotografi :)

fyfa sgt eager wanna play DSLR..

hope can buy one nti..

time utk kumpul duit..ngee..

signing out:

fly me to the moon :)

2010-03-16T17:59:00.002+08:00

hee..jang geun sook n go mi nam sgt cmey..

fly me to the moon :)

jaa ne :)

2010-03-11T20:41:00.009+08:00

alhamdulillah quiz physical chemistry da abez..

they are 6 quizes 4 this sem..

feel relieve a bit..

thou sokln td have the answer yg agk haru biru..

fyfa create ape bnda ntah td..

hehe..

n again feel relieve

sb ko-Q pn da abez..

KO-Q NETBALL IS OVER :)

tinggal training je x kn abez2..

hee..masum da dkt..

sah..confirm memg totally skins will become more darker :)

dark-darker-darkest..

ngee~~

ptg td msg with akak..

hehe..akak ckp she'll b going to kl tonight..

fyfa pn rse this is the right time for her to own a new happy life with her bestbud, Kak EG..

afta almost one year stay with mak kt uma..

urmm..n one more thing fyfa rse bgus jgak kakak stay with KAK EG in Kajang..

sb mak pn da no longer ade kt uma..

mak disappeared mcm tu je..

no news at all..

less burden jgak ble akak da stop working with adik..

it's true keje with adik beradik will put some stress without any notice..

hehe..fyfa smpat keje with adik for 2 days pn da rse cm..

err..arr..err..arr..

tataw nk btpe..taw sengih je lbey :)

better jge aqeel je kt uma..hehe..

fyfa ckp la kt akak klau de news psl mak text la fyfa..

then..kakak ckp kakak pn sdey jgak..

akak pn selalu peg uma kwn2 dye sb nk sembang with mak kwn2..

haha..cm lwak pn de..

tp nk bt cne..mak da decide mcm tu..

ank2 da pnat nk halang..

it's tiring..

just hoping that mak cpt sembuh..

fyfa double triple fourple risau if pape jd kat mak..

sb he's unpredictable..

he can do whatever he wants..

coz he's such an evil devil..

haha..he's more worst than that..

i hate him damn much

and never forgive him..

he's the first person that i hate most lol!!

fyfa ask akak..

fyfa:akak nti kite nk beraya dgn sape ye..

kakak: ipah..k.emy da booking kite balik bagan..klau x kte beraya with k.jidah this year..

*epy a bit sb kat sne ramai bdak2*

ade naja alya,danial,danish,ben, irish yg comel2..

bley tgkp ikan..mandi parit..

peg queensbay..naek feri..peg bukit merah..

winx2 :)

fyfa: akak nti cane klau akak da kawen??ipah mcm mne??

akak: akak kne tunggu arah ipah stable dulu..

ipah da kerja tetap nti bru akak kawen..

xpe la akak tua pn..

tp kne confirm before 2014 la..sb 2014 arah da nk kawen with indah..

*mak aihh..2014 sgt cpt..smpt ke fyfa dpt keje tetap??

ngee..fyfa igt insyaallah nk sambung master trus if dpt..

sb fyfa insyaallah klau ok akn grad by 2012..

that time fyfa bru umur 21..

masih bley if nk smbung master..

fyfa pn da start syg sgt kt course ni..

yeah..fyfa kne kmpul duit n berjimat la kot..

sb nti no one will support fyfa..

hv to use duit fyfa sniri la..

hehe..parents fyfa bkn nye ade da..

dun wanna use duit siblings..

siblings fyfa pn ade benda laen jgak yg nk dibuat..

xkn nk support fyfa lak an?? :)

fyfa sgt ske tgk akak2 master kt sni..

sgt cmey je..hehe..

otha ques:

fyfa: akak tak takut ke nanti org pnggil akak andartu??

k.umi pn da dpt new baby, damia..

abg ariey pn cmey je dukung baby dorg :)

akak :ipah bongek!!haha..

ini tg nurin damia :) sgt cmey an??

huhu..itu je kot for this post..

fyfa bru bgn tdo n bru lpas trgelak tgk fara minum air apple td..

*burhanuddin al helmy tinggal sblh uma sy*

*tok janggut lak tinggal dpn uma sy fara*

hehehe..ketawa besar :)

jaa ne..

signing out:

bieber2..

2010-03-11T19:20:00.002+08:00

this video clip kawaii ne..

justin bieber sgt cmey..

hehe..his voice whee..

cm kids :)

biomolecule :)

2010-03-09T19:40:00.002+08:00

fyfa learn bout peptide this morning..

gly ala

gly ala

ala gly

gly gly

ala ala

gly ala + phe

gly ala phe

phe gly ala

phe phe

the residue

amine blocking group

carboxyl activating group

huhu..bru stenga jam da sgt pening da..

then,we'd been introduce with structural formula yg amt lah pjg..

nme dye pn sgt la plik n pjg ..

enkephaline~ tyrosylglycolglycolphenylalanylleucine..

huhu..fyfa trglak je ble tgk nme ni..

aduyai..criusly 15 min b4 the class end sume cm da can't take what mdm khatijah said..

ahaha..sgt memeningkn today..

so..gambatte ne!!!

i need to study n be friend with this peptide..

yeay gambarimasu!!!

signing out:

huahuahua :)

2010-03-02T00:51:00.005+08:00

we went to cict morning td..fyfa ngn fara..yeay..

taw x..we got for free microsoft 2007 installer :)

haha..we are too happy satu,dua,tiga n empat kot..

can start doing our assignment da..

signing out:

what i dream for??

2010-03-02T00:25:00.006+08:00

this is all i hope for..

it ain't easy..

it's real hard for us to patch back and unite..

signing out:

forgive me

2010-03-01T00:14:00.005+08:00

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurts so much to hurt you
Then you looked at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
To kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I'd cry
I don't want to lose you
But somehow I know that you would never leave me yeah
Because you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me oh
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside
That I'm sorry
Can you forgive me again?
You're my one true friend
And I didn't mean to hurt you

truly being alienated

2010-02-28T19:43:00.011+08:00

what will you say if someone alienated you??

and all you have now it's just only four persons who played with you since you are very small..

then that 'someone' is no longer exist in your life

as that 'someone' suddenly go to the one that you hated most..

and that 'someone' will never turn back..

does this make you cry non-stop??

i need to talk to that 'someone' everyday!!!

because i love her with all my heart and it is endlessly

i love her more than the one that i hated most can loves her..

without that 'someone' i'll unable to walk,run and jump on this earth and

unable to see Allah's creations..

what should i do??

currently my everyday turns darker and seems double,triple and fourple gloomy already..

and it's impossible for me to hear that 'someone's voice everyday..

i'm sick!!!i'm tired!!

i think it's enough to feel the worst memories for ten years..

i need a normal life..

Ya Allah am I too stubborn??

and that's why i deserve to continue my worst memories

throughout my life Ya Allah..

please Ya Allah..

please give me one way out from all of these Ya Allah..

i miss my old 'someone'..

i think my someone will be

much better without the present of the one that i hated most!!!

and i can have a chance to say i love her everyday

via voice call..

signing out:

where should I??

2010-02-11T15:40:00.030+08:00

MY SADDEST MOMENT

where should i stay when arrived my hometown??

this week is sucks!!

(i'd skipped English, Ethnic and Lab Management classes)

*urm..the tense environment had affected me much*

"i had always slept early though i know

i didn't finish my study on that night yet with

the thought i will forget everything tomorrow"

i'd always been thinking about where n what should I do when arrived my hometown??

can i quietly sit in the bus even though i'm already in KUALA TERENGGANU

because i do not know where should I stay??

am I homeless??

GOD..

i'm not as tough as before..

i'm not a ribena kid as before..

i'm not look like before..

this is not me..

i'm annoying..

GOD..

i'm sorry because i always unhappy and upset with myself..

i'm sorry because i have such a low self-esteem now..

i'm the worst to be..

GOD..

i just hold this conversation

fadhil: fifah,di sebalik kepayahan di situ ada kekuatan..

mirul: be tough buddy!! i had through all this before and i know how you feel..

but yours is worst than me..

fara : do what you think best for your family

pk diri awk, ur mum n ur siblings first..

follow ur heart..

GOD..

please help me to become a strong girl like before..

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

(currently i switch off my phone)

because the last person that i called many time last night didn't response me

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

this song reminds me of mak..

i wish she could see this video clip..

(video clip's below makes me cry like insane girl) :(

signing out:

when someone tell you??

2010-02-11T15:08:00.010+08:00

when someone tell you that you can't do something..

don't doubt yourself

instead, stretch yourself

you've gotta stick your neck out, do your best :)

use all your power and your positive attitude

never,never give up

in the end, you will be succeed and prove them

they are wrong!!

it's just nothing is impossible if you use

your positive attitude..

signing out:

why??

2010-02-10T18:44:00.005+08:00

why~~do you always do this to me??

why~~couldn't you just see through me??

how come..

you act like this..

like you just don't care at all..

do you expect me to believe..

i was the only want to fall..

i can feel, i can feel..

you near me..

even though you're far away..

i can feel, i can feel..

you~~why~~

it's not supposed to feel this way..

i need you, i need you..

more and more each day..

it's not supposed to hurt this way..

i need you, i need you, i need you..

tell me..

are you and me still together??

tell me..

do you think that we could last forever??

tell me..

why..

hey..

listen to what we're not saying..

let's play..

a different game that we're playing..

try..

to look at me and really see my heart..

do you expect me to believe..

i'm gonna let us fall apart??

signing out:

the story once told to you

2010-02-07T15:16:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time,
there was a..
a...

She was a..
a...

He was a...
a...

But, one day,
they...

So....

Still, they...
He....
She....

The end.

........................................

her photos..

2010-02-04T23:07:00.003+08:00

signing out:

ber ym..

2010-01-10T16:23:00.005+08:00

fyfa berym..made fyfa a bit relieve..

mirul pndai amek ati fyfa..
he's showing his future gf..
bt fyfa rse epy sb..
he's alone..
n nk bg dye lpe an aina jgak..
all those bad memories yg jd scar in his life..

asma n syaerah too..
lyn je sgle kegilaan..

yaa..memg fyfa rse sgt perit nk through
evrything yg suddenly happen..
fyfa tataw cne ble fyfa blik uma nti..
urmm..4 the time being..fyfa asyik pk uma je..
n kdg2 fyfa terpk nk bt sumthing yg plik2..

criusly..
n bru fyfa realised y besh fwen fyfa yg parents ny da divorce mostly prangai agk plik
hoho...dlu mse berckp2 ngn mirul fyfa ckp la yg dye ni kwn yg trplik fyfa pena knal..
n skunk pn fyfa mybe become more weird than him..

fyfa ckp..

signing out:

balik!!!

2010-01-07T18:46:00.007+08:00

huhh..2day fyfa da jd too sad..

what do u guys feel ble sumone yg u love much n much kne pkul
with the one that he/she loves???

fyfa bru abez klas td..n sumone msg fyfa..
ckp that person kne pkul..

fyfa totally upset n sdey sgt..
coz..fyfa dr kcik with him/her..

no wonder la td tgh ari he/she call fyfa..
ckp he/she miss me a lot..
n then cre he/she ckp mcm ask fyfa blik hometown cpt2..
huh..fyfa nk blik!!!
nk blik!!
nk blik!!

fyfa tkt fyfa will losing him/her because of
that person yg cm pe tu..

cuti mid sem lmbt ag..
sdey nye..
quiz n test agk byk for this 2 weeks..
fyfa can't blik..

signing out:

untitled

2010-01-06T21:53:00.005+08:00

it's been very long time i'm not bloggin'
kinda dun hv so enough time to coret2 at my blog ini..
urmm..i feel very epy kot 2day..
but then dunnoe y..
ok it's started from this morning..
huhu..
pg td it's a bit pack..
non-stop classes..
1st=organic biomol..
2nd= physical chemistry
3rd=lab management
fyfa has quiz about safety,risk n hazard td..
urmm..agk ok..
4th=eng
we just went to library n dga talk from mdm zurina..
ahaa..fyfa bru realise slma ni infolan2 byk gk function dye..
hoho..it's time to explore all those things=)

ptg tu..
fyfa tdo jap..
n then afta taking shower..
fyfa maen dgn LOLI..
the owner: NUR UMIRA BINTI TAIB
suda berpndah milik
from pakcik anep..

banzai2!!!
fyfa cycling peg H13..
huhu..agk pancit skit..
sb lme x naek bicycle..
huaa..hpefully nti fyfa can
get a green light to buy
new bicycle..
my own bicycle..
nk sangaaatttt...
hehe..

fyfa skip training netball..
a.k.a pengganti my koko..
sgt ujan lebat..
n kilat sna dan sni..
sgt tkt to going out..

urmm...then trus peg dinner with ain n mad..
photostat IR..
then mkn2..
fyfa with mad mam nasi grg aym..
ain mam nasi grg kg..
sedaapp!!!=)

k.sal then ordered nasi pattaya..
uhuhh..fav fyfa tu..
n bumble ordered nasi with kailan..
huhu..itu pn sedaappp!!!=)

heaven sgt..

hehe..n then bru td ciap an theory for lab report..
sort of many works ag hv to finish up..

signing out:

journey has begin

2009-12-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

real bored..

currently watching the spiderwick..

goblin2 tu sgt scary..

eeerrkk..

mad is not around..

blik kg..

o0o0o0..blik kg..

blik kg..

hati girang..

ahaha..

td tgk idola kecil with sofia n ana..

ske gle kt azam..

he's cute n suara dye pergggh...

gle besh..

uhuhu..ptg td mak call..

papa lari from uma..

haizz..pnt..

mak sgt runsing skrg..

fyfa tnga kabut sb risau kt mak..

bout papa???

x risau sgt kot..

sb nti 4 sure papa akn blik nye..

sejauh2 kucing berjln,xkn ke mne nye..

pasti blik uma nye..

fyfa pjuk kakak minx tlg crikn papa...

kakak easily answered..

tunggu smpai esok pg..

then report polis..

ahaha..cm kes ilang je..

tp memg papa pena ilang lme pn dlu..

da x kesa sgt da..

ahaha..

lately too many things yg fyfa worry..

sume happened dlm mse yg sme..

fyfa da xtaw nk btpe da..

da only way is express it via blog ni..

rilly need sumone's shoulder to cry on..

fyfa da x mnentu skarang..

sgt sdey..crying..dan mnjdi million bersdey..

arghh..

fyfa pn da sgt truk..

smpai prna terpk nk suicide..

then..cn escape from all the problems..

but then ble dkt dgn kitab suci al-Quran fyfa become better..

and tenang..

arini da msuk taon baru..

AWAL MUHARAM..

azam fyfa taon ni..

(1) khatam al-Quran utk sem ni plg kurang 2 kali

(2) x tinggal solat 5 waktu,solat hajat n solat mlm

(3) bce al-mathurat lpas subuh

(4) solat dhuha waktu cuti

sabtu n ahad

(5) berazam to forget bout the past yg sepatutnya fyfa x perlu igt

(6) study real hard n smart sb fyfa x mcm org laen

kata-kata akhir long b4 fyfa left uma:

ipah,dont get too upset with ur result

i had even worst than urs in La Trobe,Melbourne

u still have time and opportunity there at UTM

please keep ur effort

be more focus and

put far aside other things which not important

u have gone this far,chosen

and placed with cream of the crop

just that succeed will provided u pursue it with ur passion

and persistence

we love u ipah and got u in our prayers

2009-12-14T14:57:00.002+08:00

huhu..today da start class..
urmm..agk blurr skit today..
bkn skit tp byk kot..
still sdey bout things yg memg fyfa's faults..
memg fyfa totally careless..
:(

6.30 a.m : iron bju krg *tabley mndi toilet pnuh*
6.45 a.m : mandi dgn kbutnye
n kmas2 brg2..
7.45 a.m : menapak ke pjbt then ke class
8.00 a.m : lctrer eng msuk..
besh2..tp dkt ujung2 tu fyfa x pay attention sgt..
sb lctrer cte bout his fmily..
9.45 a.m : peg amek cheque laptop dgn en azrol..
togetha with fara,bee ngn mad..
10.00 a.m : peg cimb bank bt cheque deposit
10.30 a.m : peg SUB pnye koop..
beli buku eng..RM16.90..
ciap bt resit ag..
mak nk..
afta dat,kt lua koop de org jual mknan..
sgt lapa..sb dr mlm td x mam..
10.45 a.m : peg class..
11.00 a.m : Pn Khaida, PA fyfa msuk,
bg course outline sb lctrer fyfa de kursus kt lua..
which means this week physical chemistry xde..
waiting for da next class..
12.00 p.m : no lctrer yg msuk..
bobo msgin nk bku titas n notes titas..
bobo nk kasi bku eng..haizz..mmbzir beli td..
n bku etnik..
si lop,razman cbuk nk jgak..
hv to find one for him mlm ni..
12.30 p.m : sume brgrak blik bilik..
12.40 p.m : smpai meranti..
beli fyfa's fav drink..
anggur susu soda..
n nasi bubur..
12.50 p.m : mkn rmai2 dkt blik tyrah n ain..
1.30 p.m : brciap2 n start menapak ke lab..
2.00 p.m : trsesat..calling2..
lab biomol cme dkt lab laz sem nye..
bkn dkt lab fiz..
in lab,abg lab bg flyers bout visitng s'pore..
urmm..wish fyfa bley peg..
2.25 p.m : menapak blik..
2.35 p.m : peg pjbt kolej dgn yang..
amek kunci..
2.45 p.m : start bloggin 4 a while..
mlm ni??
urmm..

6.30 p.m : turun mkn kt meranti
8.00 p.m : start stdy kot..
blom taw ag..

mood: blurr + sdey= fyfa gle..

signing out..

layang2

2009-12-10T19:57:00.004+08:00

terowong yg fyfa brjye bt..haizz..

ayie si kecik pijak fyfa's name..

keja dye!!

ayie almost crying sb ktorg tnam his slipper..

;)

anys,fyfa,ada..

penuh gangguan from ica..

haha..

geram2

2009-12-08T09:48:00.006+08:00

lately syamim slalu cntct fyfa..

bt fyfa jd x btol n gram pn de..

y still kco fyfa thou' da sgt byk skit an fyfa??

pnt sih cani..

npe mngigt an fyfa bout da past when u r alone symm???

our memories sme tu..

it's a nightmare now nk jln2 area sg buloh n subang..

sb symm laa!!

taw x symm..dgn fana symm ckp laen..dgn kak ekin symm pn ckp laen..

fyfa seda sme tu..fyfa ask fana ngn kak ekin sniri..

bout my senior syahirah maidin fom KT..she's doesn't exist ryte??

u just wanna some symphaty ryte???

taw x fyfa searching that person cm org gila last two years???

asking teachers n seniors..cm pe je laa..

SHITTTT!!!

haa..skunk dgn kak yana pn symm nk ckp laen gk ke???

to cover all ur wrongdoing??

x tkt one day kak yana will know all these??

damn laa!!!

serabut serabai!!!

hey..fyfa surely yakin symm view blog fyfa ni..

and read this post..

jge la kak yana bebaek symm..

jgn mnyesat an kak yana..

ape ag reasons symm to dump sumone haa symm???

ur sis,kak an ngn kak fatin sakit???ur bro,byot ngn abg jiat skit??

ur parents,mak ngn abah x bg??

gilaa la!!!

stop hurting anotha o else fyfa worry nti symm akn rse ape yg symm did b4!!!

mirul said one day we surely will patch back..

haha..x mungkin doe..

gilaa!!!

coz I HATE U BADLY!!!

morning

2009-12-08T09:11:00.003+08:00

ohaiyo..selamat pagi..

huhu..fyfa currently listening to che mohd hilmi's songs..

definisi bulan dan bintang untukmu

gelombang beta

metastasis

akustik,gitar,salji dan bintang..

huaa..menaek an smgt fyfa d pg hari..ngeh2..

fyfa tnga membebel dgn nys smbil dga bnyi org ketuk2

*org tnga psg air cond*..

hoho..uma nyd da pnye dkt tp mls bgt sih nk peg uma nys..

scoot adik trlalu bert untk dbawa..

worry tkut nti terbalik..hehe..

naek scoot kakak yg kcik pn bley nearly nk msuk longkang..

scoot adik tataw la how nti..hee..

tataw knpe fyfa rse relieve sgt skunk..

mybe sb fyfa escape from kem JKM tu..

seriously,fyfa sgt2 x ready nk blik utm..

n sgt2 x ready 4 da kem..

agpn uma adik still byk bnda yg blom settle..

smlm tdo agk lmbt..

tlg adik psg meja,set up pc..

hoho..drill sne drill sni..

it's fun..

smlm papa ckp soh kua jln2 ngn angah ngn adik fiqah..

haiz...sgt mls nk kua..staying at home is better fyfa rse ..

o kua ngn fummy n lqman is better tody..

urmm..tjuan papa soh evrydy start hang out ngn angah ngn adik fiqah

soh fyfa rpat ngn kluarga mama n ank2 mama..

haizz..x ske tu..

urmm..npe fyfa slalu jd mngsa ye??

signing out

rindu..

2009-11-29T17:56:00.006+08:00

damn..dye cute en??
(xhuggable tp cmey)
urmm..rndu my hamster..
dye da xde..kne mam ngn kucing liar..
damn rndu dye..
sob2 :'( mood: xbtol..

signing out..

hang out..lalala..

2009-11-29T16:48:00.010+08:00

we went out for bowling ag td..
maen dkt TER..
hehe..fyfa kali ni agk better..
dpt jgak mrse strike..
n spare byk kali..
huaaa..epy2..
berkat tnjuk aja sifu bukhari..
haha..

TER sgt rmai org td..
mybe sb da stat cuti skola en..
n sb rye jgak mybe..

went back uma nys..
salin bju n solat jap..
pastu peg uma depn for kenduri aqiqah..
pakcik tu ckp "lembu suda,skunk kambing plak"
haha..abah anys td laju je ble dga kambing..
fyfa jdik ank ENCIK ALIAS for awhile..hehe

agk kenyang then..
tihie call..
agk weird at first..
ahaha..xpsl2 kne mara ngn thie sb x jmpe2 ag die since fyfa cuti..
tihie ajak peg uma syu..
her couz wedd..

went to uma syu satu kete..
pick up madhi jap nk tman en bukhari..
alamat tersipu2 la bukhari klau xde kwn dye..

haha..agk x malu kot td..
peg wed tp pkai sua..
apa daa..
haha..
tp afta usha2 haha..here der are..
kwn uncle syu pkai sua gk..
hoho,xde la weird sgt kot..

met thie,dak coyot..
met jgak my twin kt mktb dlu,muslihuddin..
abg hmeroom fyfa,azwan zainal..
n mmbe since pdg ngre,emree..

lpak2 kt sne agk lme gk kot..
urmm..pkol 4.30 bru blik..
td agk lme tunggu dorg finish up melantak n smoking..
huizz..ape nk jdik dorg ni..
jnji je nk stop tp x stop2 jgak..
tp dorg da agk kurg smoking since emree msuk IJN..
urmm.emree pn agk nmpk weak td..
not fully recover yet..
jantung emree sgt lemah..

syukurlah da smpai uma..
BANZAI!!BANZAI!! means 'yeah2'
jom conteng2 blog dlu n then packing brg aftaward..
ahaha..bus mlm ni pkul 10.30..
huhu..mlm ni will freeze 100% la kot..
bus sejuk..
errrppp...
hehe..

signing out..

seigi no mikata

2009-11-28T20:02:00.006+08:00

ahaha..fyfa brjaya abez an series seigi ni..
youko's life is totally awful..
her sister,makiko working hard making her as a servant..
haha..somehow this series kinda agk related ngn fyfa kot..ngeh2..
watch2..

..

2009-11-26T10:29:00.001+08:00

Your score on this personality test was 56%

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

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freedom

2009-11-24T16:06:00.003+08:00

akak said our parents cukup mengongkong..
urmm???
huhu..fyfa pn xtaw..
but then since papa exist..
memg fyfa admit our life sgt tunggang langgang..
smpai fyfa pn evry time blik rse nk stay dlm blik je..
so x ya la pening2 nk pkir sape btol n sape slh..
for papa..evrything he did is nothing wrong..
ahaha..totally susa kot..
I NEVER CAN UNDERSTAND MY FAMILY!!

bersukan..

2009-11-22T18:05:00.002+08:00

nys dtg pick up td..
we went to TER..
hahak..agk lme gle kot da x bermaen2..
nk2 badminton..
ahak2..maen pn cm owg da x btol da..
glak je lbey..
kne bulu tangkis nye x pn..
nsb sgt baek sb arini x rmai owg..
so movement gle2 pn agk bebas..
hahak..maen dgn pnuh smangat..
amirul,syafiq,ain,anys ngn fyfa..

crystal2..

2009-11-22T00:48:00.001+08:00

just arrived home..
agk pnt kot..
dgn perut x tentu hala ni..haizz..
dr pg td kot cani..
n lately slalu feel dizzy..
mybe ni sympton H1N1 kot..
kpala pn slalu berat2 je..
rse cm nk dmam..
pena btaw mak but then mak bt dunnoe je..
so fyfa pn bt dunnoe gk laa..
sgt insane+retarded da skunk..
pg td went to bitara..
settle an sume yuran yg kne bayar..
urmm..wahaha..money kuw da berkurang..
hehehe..urmm..smlm cotcet dgn kwn baekku hanafiah..
huhu..but only 4 awhile..
papa,mak ngn k.emy da blik from pasir mas..
hv to stop sb nk menyerprise an papa..
yesterday,he celebrated his 56th burfday..

mulut hanafiah sgt masin n memg really happen to me pg td..
rse nk trglak kot when remmber back..
haizz,hnafiah2..
xtaw la klau meet dye dis tuesday..
ag cm anjing kucing kot..
even on phone pn da asyik brgduh..
haha..

btw,td peg wedding sis suya n abg adi..
agk hv fun la..
melantak je keje..
huhu...
dorg sgt sweet..
memg untung kot sis suya..
hehe..n abg adi pn sgt untung sb dpt sis suya..
sis suya sgt baek..

n b4 blik tu trjmpe sis riana..
she da de baby..
lihatlah bby kat bwh post ni..
sgt kiut+miut..
n jmpe abg ujay jgak..

akak smpt captured dgn mereka2..
sgt cmey kot abg adi menangis..
huhu..mama rifhan pn tetbe mnangis gk..
mengimbau kisah silam agknye..

herp2..tomorrow da last day blaja moto..
prepare 4 the test ari lusa..
hv to sleep da..
tkut esok mantok..

wan an..
hoho..bismikallahummaahyawaamut..
sleep tyte :)

k.suya's wedding..

2009-11-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

knowing myself better..

2009-11-21T18:20:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

my nephew's graduation

2009-11-18T09:48:00.000+08:00

unexpected

2009-11-17T20:16:00.001+08:00

i met dave today...
awl2 pg da nmpk him kt bitara..
so unexpected..
rilly mish him..
hoho..terubat rndu..
td chatting with lau chun wayne n ong sook yee..
hoho..lau promised me wanna teach cooking..
when he cuti nnti..
yeay..i got my own sifu..
hoho..sook yee lak cuti lmbt ag..
haha..an besh klau idup ni bley fly..
can meet suki ryte now..
i need their semangat..
n their kebisingan..

btw,td bt QTI moto..
hoho..next week test jpj for both..
hrap2 everythin will be fine..
i want P..nk angkut anys..

creative

2009-11-13T18:21:00.002+08:00

kanak2 yg comey..

me 3rd day in hospital..

2009-11-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

garfu,pinggan n sudu..
dner time..
td mama ngn angah dtg ag..
fyfa pas ciap tlg mak msak trus naek ats..
x besh kot dner skali..
sb rse agk x slesa..
urmm..
hope stil dpt brthn kot..
feel like no privacy kt uma..
n fyfa da start rse cm PMR dlu..
truk..sucks..

urmm..oyeay..
td pg survey uma sewa 4 adik..
da dpt..
tn pnye uma tu chinese..
mrs wong..
tp dye nye rent agk mhal..
1000 per month..sme cm uma long je dye nye sewa..
hehe..xsba2 nk adik move in uma sewa tu..
so that,bley stay kt uma adik je..
hoho..

sabtu ni fyfa da start cntunue blaja driving..
isnin da test..
hehe..worry if langgar tiang ag..
n bimbang if naek bukit x turun2..
wish me besh of luck ye:)
xsba nk getting my own driving liscence..
so that x de la menyusa an da otha..

angsana vs bukit indah

2009-11-09T09:24:00.001+08:00

~life~efil~life~efil~xam is over

2009-11-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

shida,yot,yana,fara,fyfa,tyrah..
bumble bee..

afta stat:loc: MSI

*ayin..fyfa..e-star*

who says HIDUP INI MUDAH??

2009-10-28T16:14:00.000+08:00

hidup ini mudah kalau kita patuh akan perintah-Nya

hidup ini mudah kalau kita bersama keluarga bahagia

hidup ini mudah kalau kita ada ramai kawan tika kejatuhan

hidup ini mudah kalau kita sentiasa berbudi

hidup ini mudah kalau kita menghargai apa yang telah kita perolehi

hidup ini mudah kalau kita sentiasa berfikiran positif

dan hidup ini mudah kalau kita

percaya suatu hari nanti hidup kita akan menjadi betul-betul mudah setelah mengharungi pelbagai kesusahan, keperitan dan penderitaan..

IPAH SAYANG MAK :)

altruistic fyfa

2009-10-24T13:21:00.000+08:00

at USIM:

break the fast with them..
mood:LOVELY N HEAVEN

celebrate burfday kak zai n abg joe skali..
urmm..abg joe,cg gym merangkap penggelak setia when we play..

qurata

2009-10-24T12:16:00.000+08:00

3rd time raya with papa at qurata..
diz pixie is in complete coz adik's family was not around..
n oso dafiq..
hehe..still in perut kak jidah..

hee..sumwhere area the curve..
celebrating burfday mak and adik skali..
herp2..fyfa eating pasta..
'ey put too much mushroom in there..

sorrority

2009-10-24T11:47:00.000+08:00

hoho..we catched sorrority row yesterday..
sgt thriller..
hehe..totally besh sb dlm box 2 only us kot..
fyfa,kakashibee,tyrah,n ain..
wawa..
kua box tu da freeze cm ice da..
very cold inside the box...
herp2..today mad bru blik..
last nyte slept alone coz kakashibee tetdo blik tyrah..
but the nyte b4 kakashibee as owez slept in my room..
hehe..

view the pixie

2009-10-23T00:34:00.001+08:00

this is where b work at..

see the words 'LOOSE' n 'LOVE' there..

which one you guys wanna choose???

esther_yi wen a.k.a my sis

2009-10-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

they love this pixies pretty damn much

haha..it is superb..urmm..

knoe what??

kakashibee said this pixies sgt smart..

but not the one who edited this pixies..

asam punye bee..

taking ur madu..

then u can't live nymore baru bee taw..

hehe..

thanx to esther_eng yi wen_my sayang

_edward's wife_my sis..

for taught me..

haha..again..mood:bahagia..

editing

2009-10-22T03:25:00.000+08:00

yup2..i'm learning editing pixies...

big apple

2009-10-10T10:16:00.000+08:00

i got a gift from kakashibee and madiha..thank you=) the best ever gift that i received since x taw when..yeay..celebrated with my super awesome friends.

*smirk*

for everyone who smsed, messaged, hugged and called me to wish me for my birthday..thank you=) Its good to know that someone out there still cares, even if you guys dont really do..hee..

mirul n syaerah bt lawak smlm..

mirul call fyfa

then syaerah call tihie

JUST TO WISH happy twin's burfday

love you all so dearly..

received call from beloved one (mohamad ilman) is satisfied me enough

mood: sgt bahagia that time

then followed by papa, abg adly, adi, long, lau, benson, anys..

BIG APPLE
i think i ate too much last night, my tummy is a tiny bit bloated still.

our way to balai cerap..

kaki becomes much2 better today..
yipii..can wear shoes though it's a bit painful..

nasi lemak

scene: fog n fog+MSI yg chantek..
hehe..chantek abez..

we already kuyup n kuyup..

n da jdik mereng+ agk gle2= insane..
haha..we are slightly retarded classmates kot..
n completely kenakalan with those wet clothes..
on the way back..

hehe..
ada makcik ask us
'knapa nak basah2 begini'
'dari mana??'
*sigh* yeay: ini jwpnnya..
'from balai cerap'..
bahagia today..
mad: assume makcik tu mak pengetua KTDI..
but cannot be prove by SIRIM o whatever
yang seangkatan with that..
hehe..ILLEGAL lorr..

then,tetbe terkua this sort of new peribahasa kot..
ayam berkokok pada waktu pagi
menandakan hari da pagi
kokokokokok..
seriously we r very lost..
no kaitan pn..
lalala..

laughters..

2009-10-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

family of mine when off to kampung :)

2009-10-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

before syawal:

haha..violence to ayam kampung kot..

melihat ecik bakar lemang dgn hati gumbira..
seems too poyo je..hehe..

the other aqeel bothering acap..

in construction : danial busy doing new highway
before celebrating epy eid

my new nephew, dafiq yg somehow looking
lagi brutal compared to danish below

that is danish..mood: helplessly nakal

when gathering uma tok agk tunggang langgang..hee..
dun worry it's just once in a year when one big whole gather right???

aqeel laying beside mak cik ny,elly..

wearing white baju kurung..

2009-10-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

here it goes..accidentally we wore the same white baju kurung..haha..sangat pening kot this time..baru amek pixies class dgn catalia..result???pixies itu awesome..really have fun that time kot..that's why nmpk double plus triple OK

SSC life so far quite okay..
I am currently sgt2 have fun with coursemates and also superb lecturers..
tapi ckit felt sad because we can't get along with other matrices..
urmm..which I mean with another section..

habislah next year..
our class will be shuffled

and hope we will be okay..
or else like Dr Shaja said down to earth..
by all means: merendah diri :)

hoho I do think that's much2 better kot..

How can two people who don't share the same values in life make their relationship work?

2009-10-09T17:08:00.000+08:00

How can two people who don't share the same values in life make their relationship work? Seriously, in the long term how can they raise their kid together? I know it is so unlike me to talk about love-related topics but i'm not budak comot anymore..My head heading me to say something like..urmm..can people 'tak kahwin'???Would they survive in their future??These sort of things puzzled me enough..whoaa..

erpp..there is an error when i'm trying to upload some of the pictures captured by me at home during last raya..hoho..bf kakak came..kakak can't wait to be married soon..
hope he will get what she want and also the right person to replace abang firdaus..

Personally, I strongly feel that love relationship should always menuju ke arah perkahwinan. only menuju, is not a must to be married, because kalau tak serasi waktu tunang then how?right? Thats just me, I feel that you dont get into relationship sebab you lonely, sebab kawan-kawan you ada partners, sebab you feel that it's about time. If you nak meet all the men in the world sebelum kahwin, by all means, do it. Tapi jangan get into a serious relationship sampai tiga-empat lelaki dalam satu masa. Stick to the one taw..dun be too westernize:) if not you are including yourself into a huge trouble la tu..yeah the right way is you should get into relationship sebab you jatuh cinta dan you harapkan untuk berkahwin dengan orang itu. Huh that's totally an 'old-school'.
like Mr Affendi said bru vogue..winx2..
sgt ske that word and his gaya also..

It's just my personal view, please no heart feelings or any judgement yang tidak konkrit. I wrote panjang lebar because only wanna ask, should two person who dont share the same values in life even be together? VALUE TAHU, VALUE, BUKAN TASTE OR PREFERENCES. hehe..

yes..i'll turn 18 tomorrow!!

2009-10-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

SUNRISE, MAKE ME FEEL LOVE!!!

yeay..i wish 'The Day' will be really pleasant ..and comforting..
The day obviously will sketch a cute scar in my whole life..
why?? not sure yet..
goodbye UNDER AGE..hehe..

oopss..can i have a new big bear to hug???

ask acap to buy me one..then dye ckp ask ur bf laa..
then trus said never mind laa..

hoho..where was I..da sgt melencong jauh already..
huhu..can I have a psp that i dream much??
yeah i surely get those in dream..
mak ask me to make my own ATM card..
so, I have to berguling this monday..
why berguling??? x sure..
maybe sebab test organic that evening kot..haha..
seems nanti with my new card
i don't have to limit my pengeluaran up to RM 200 da :)

mood: sakit perut tahap dewa dewi..

jap2..
is it a waste to buy them???
lalala..

365 days of happiness

:)

kabut ke sabut??

lomo polaroid ;)

danial~~

first feb

Day 4

heee~~

10 interesting facts about gender psychology

pulang ;)

let's learn japanese :D

cuti

mohd muslim ahmad

bumblebee lompat :D

hoho..ohaiyo gozaimasu..

assignment koQ..huhu..akhirnya siap pun..

(:

outing lah

O.M.G. Facts.

suatu hari di sekolah..

thumbs up :)

sad life story of Ivan Chong

phnom penh,nak ekot :(

ni uma sy..sy nak dye :) hehe..

the plan :)

???

kucing no name:)

pengajaran

craving

family potrait..

nearly lost my phone..

(: (:

fly me to the moon :)

jaa ne :)

bieber2..

biomolecule :)

huahuahua :)

what i dream for??

forgive me

truly being alienated

where should I??

when someone tell you??

why??

the story once told to you

her photos..

ber ym..

balik!!!

untitled

journey has begin

layang2

geram2

morning

rindu..

hang out..lalala..

seigi no mikata

..

freedom

bersukan..

crystal2..

k.suya's wedding..

knowing *myself* better..

my nephew's graduation

unexpected

creative

angsana vs bukit indah

~life~efil~life~efil~xam is over

who says HIDUP INI MUDAH??

altruistic fyfa

qurata

sorrority

view the pixie

esther_yi wen a.k.a my sis

editing

big apple

laughters..

family of mine when off to kampung :)

wearing white baju kurung..

How can two people who don't share the same values in life make their relationship work?

yes..i'll turn 18 tomorrow!!

knowing myself better..