journey has begin

real bored..

currently watching the spiderwick..

goblin2 tu sgt scary..

eeerrkk..

mad is not around..

blik kg..

o0o0o0..blik kg..

blik kg..

hati girang..

ahaha..

td tgk idola kecil with sofia n ana..

ske gle kt azam..

he's cute n suara dye pergggh...

gle besh..

uhuhu..ptg td mak call..

papa lari from uma..

haizz..pnt..

mak sgt runsing skrg..

fyfa tnga kabut sb risau kt mak..

bout papa???

x risau sgt kot..

sb nti 4 sure papa akn blik nye..

sejauh2 kucing berjln,xkn ke mne nye..

pasti blik uma nye..

fyfa pjuk kakak minx tlg crikn papa...

kakak easily answered..

tunggu smpai esok pg..

then report polis..

ahaha..cm kes ilang je..

tp memg papa pena ilang lme pn dlu..

da x kesa sgt da..

ahaha..

lately too many things yg fyfa worry..

sume happened dlm mse yg sme..

fyfa da xtaw nk btpe da..

da only way is express it via blog ni..

rilly need sumone's shoulder to cry on..

fyfa da x mnentu skarang..

sgt sdey..crying..dan mnjdi million bersdey..

arghh..

fyfa pn da sgt truk..

smpai prna terpk nk suicide..

then..cn escape from all the problems..

but then ble dkt dgn kitab suci al-Quran fyfa become better..

and tenang..

arini da msuk taon baru..

AWAL MUHARAM..

azam fyfa taon ni..

(1) khatam al-Quran utk sem ni plg kurang 2 kali

(2) x tinggal solat 5 waktu,solat hajat n solat mlm

(3) bce al-mathurat lpas subuh

(4) solat dhuha waktu cuti

sabtu n ahad

(5) berazam to forget bout the past yg sepatutnya fyfa x perlu igt

(6) study real hard n smart sb fyfa x mcm org laen

kata-kata akhir long b4 fyfa left uma:

ipah,dont get too upset with ur result

i had even worst than urs in La Trobe,Melbourne

u still have time and opportunity there at UTM

please keep ur effort

be more focus and

put far aside other things which not important

u have gone this far,chosen

and placed with cream of the crop

just that succeed will provided u pursue it with ur passion

and persistence

we love u ipah and got u in our prayers

huhu..today da start class..
urmm..agk blurr skit today..
bkn skit tp byk kot..
still sdey bout things yg memg fyfa's faults..
memg fyfa totally careless..
:(

6.30 a.m : iron bju krg *tabley mndi toilet pnuh*
6.45 a.m : mandi dgn kbutnye
n kmas2 brg2..
7.45 a.m : menapak ke pjbt then ke class
8.00 a.m : lctrer eng msuk..
besh2..tp dkt ujung2 tu fyfa x pay attention sgt..
sb lctrer cte bout his fmily..
9.45 a.m : peg amek cheque laptop dgn en azrol..
togetha with fara,bee ngn mad..
10.00 a.m : peg cimb bank bt cheque deposit
10.30 a.m : peg SUB pnye koop..
beli buku eng..RM16.90..
ciap bt resit ag..
mak nk..
afta dat,kt lua koop de org jual mknan..
sgt lapa..sb dr mlm td x mam..
10.45 a.m : peg class..
11.00 a.m : Pn Khaida, PA fyfa msuk,
bg course outline sb lctrer fyfa de kursus kt lua..
which means this week physical chemistry xde..
waiting for da next class..
12.00 p.m : no lctrer yg msuk..
bobo msgin nk bku titas n notes titas..
bobo nk kasi bku eng..haizz..mmbzir beli td..
n bku etnik..
si lop,razman cbuk nk jgak..
hv to find one for him mlm ni..
12.30 p.m : sume brgrak blik bilik..
12.40 p.m : smpai meranti..
beli fyfa's fav drink..
anggur susu soda..
n nasi bubur..
12.50 p.m : mkn rmai2 dkt blik tyrah n ain..
1.30 p.m : brciap2 n start menapak ke lab..
2.00 p.m : trsesat..calling2..
lab biomol cme dkt lab laz sem nye..
bkn dkt lab fiz..
in lab,abg lab bg flyers bout visitng s'pore..
urmm..wish fyfa bley peg..
2.25 p.m : menapak blik..
2.35 p.m : peg pjbt kolej dgn yang..
amek kunci..
2.45 p.m : start bloggin 4 a while..
mlm ni??
urmm..

6.30 p.m : turun mkn kt meranti
8.00 p.m : start stdy kot..
blom taw ag..

mood: blurr + sdey= fyfa gle..

signing out..

layang2

terowong yg fyfa brjye bt..haizz..

ayie si kecik pijak fyfa's name..

keja dye!!

ayie almost crying sb ktorg tnam his slipper..

;)

anys,fyfa,ada..

penuh gangguan from ica..

haha..

geram2

lately syamim slalu cntct fyfa..

bt fyfa jd x btol n gram pn de..

y still kco fyfa thou' da sgt byk skit an fyfa??

pnt sih cani..

npe mngigt an fyfa bout da past when u r alone symm???

our memories sme tu..

it's a nightmare now nk jln2 area sg buloh n subang..

sb symm laa!!

taw x symm..dgn fana symm ckp laen..dgn kak ekin symm pn ckp laen..

fyfa seda sme tu..fyfa ask fana ngn kak ekin sniri..

bout my senior syahirah maidin fom KT..she's doesn't exist ryte??

u just wanna some symphaty ryte???

taw x fyfa searching that person cm org gila last two years???

asking teachers n seniors..cm pe je laa..

SHITTTT!!!

haa..skunk dgn kak yana pn symm nk ckp laen gk ke???

to cover all ur wrongdoing??

x tkt one day kak yana will know all these??

damn laa!!!

serabut serabai!!!

hey..fyfa surely yakin symm view blog fyfa ni..

and read this post..

jge la kak yana bebaek symm..

jgn mnyesat an kak yana..

ape ag reasons symm to dump sumone haa symm???

ur sis,kak an ngn kak fatin sakit???ur bro,byot ngn abg jiat skit??

ur parents,mak ngn abah x bg??

gilaa la!!!

stop hurting anotha o else fyfa worry nti symm akn rse ape yg symm did b4!!!

mirul said one day we surely will patch back..

haha..x mungkin doe..

gilaa!!!

coz I HATE U BADLY!!!

morning

ohaiyo..selamat pagi..

huhu..fyfa currently listening to che mohd hilmi's songs..

definisi bulan dan bintang untukmu

gelombang beta

metastasis

akustik,gitar,salji dan bintang..

huaa..menaek an smgt fyfa d pg hari..ngeh2..

fyfa tnga membebel dgn nys smbil dga bnyi org ketuk2

*org tnga psg air cond*..

hoho..uma nyd da pnye dkt tp mls bgt sih nk peg uma nys..

scoot adik trlalu bert untk dbawa..

worry tkut nti terbalik..hehe..

naek scoot kakak yg kcik pn bley nearly nk msuk longkang..

scoot adik tataw la how nti..hee..

tataw knpe fyfa rse relieve sgt skunk..

mybe sb fyfa escape from kem JKM tu..

seriously,fyfa sgt2 x ready nk blik utm..

n sgt2 x ready 4 da kem..

agpn uma adik still byk bnda yg blom settle..

smlm tdo agk lmbt..

tlg adik psg meja,set up pc..

hoho..drill sne drill sni..

it's fun..

smlm papa ckp soh kua jln2 ngn angah ngn adik fiqah..

haiz...sgt mls nk kua..staying at home is better fyfa rse ..

o kua ngn fummy n lqman is better tody..

urmm..tjuan papa soh evrydy start hang out ngn angah ngn adik fiqah

soh fyfa rpat ngn kluarga mama n ank2 mama..

haizz..x ske tu..

urmm..npe fyfa slalu jd mngsa ye??

signing out