sometimes, the world is truly unfair :'(

:)

Lelaki yg mncintai pasangannya akn mnghargai kekasihnya hingga mereka brsntuhan pun rasa terlalu sayang kerana dia tahu setelah kekasihnya itu berkahwin dengannya, maka itu baru menjadi milik mutlaknya.itu bru dinamakan BENAR-BENAR syg & cinta.manakala,lelaki yg suka mengambil kesempatan itu tergolong dari jenis yg x serius kerana dia x tahu hukum hakam agama yg melarang pasangan melakukan sesuatu di luar batasan pergaulan.

i love this one!!

lomo polaroid ;)

yeayyy~~sy x saba nk dapat lomo ni..

chantek tak?? chantek tak??

comel kan??comel kan??

hehehe.. :D :D

Day 4

cenggini la danish bile waktu lapang..huuu~~~

TODAY'S ACTIVITIES:

mndikan budak2

buat breakfast

tengok danial buat homework

buat lab report

beli makanan tengah hari

borak2 dgn anis

tgk upin ipin smbil tidoo :D

makan keropok.. nyum2

maen skate dgn danial

smbil shiro dan heart ragut rumput

sekarang tgk bintang dan kejora

wheee~~

heee~~

haaa..tengoklah nii..

ape je yg x lengkap??

sume adee..

waaa..beshnyee..beshnyeee..

tiiinggg..kalau lah satu hari nanti

saya bekerja..

akan saya beli ini sume..

heeeeeee~~ :)

ngeee~~wheee~~

huuu..ade tak kat siniii..

nak belikan saya kasut..

huuuu..

kasut saya da mcm yg ats ni da..

sedih tak??sedih tak??

saya teringin nak beli kasut..

tapi..

saya sayang duit saya..

errrr~~

semacam rasa sgt membazir je =.='

kaaaaann???

saya nak simpan duit..

huuuu..

nak bayar yuran..

nak bayar deposit..

bnyak kne pakai duit..

duit oh duit..

silalah datang..heee :D :D

10 interesting facts about gender psychology

1. Men change their minds two to three times more often than women. Most women take longer to make a decision than men do, but once they make a decision they are more likely to stick to it.

2. Based on the total number of people tested since IQ tests were devised, women have a slightly higher average IQ than men

3. Women are better than men at remembering faces, especially of females.

4. Men are more likely to help than women!

5. Women are more pessimistic when predicting their work results.

6. Most women tend to believe that they are only good at certain tasks, but not capable of being good at everything.

7. Women are more fearful and anxious than men.

8. Women are twice more talkative than men! It has been estimated that on average, men speak 12,500 words and women speak about 25,500 words in a day.

9. Men, on average, think about sex every 7 seconds.

10. The female brain is much more adept at reading subtle facial and verbal emotional expressions. Some woman say that only when men see actual tears they realize that something is wrong. This is why women have to cry four times more than men do, to signal distress.

pulang ;)

shiro dan heart meragut rumput dgn lembu H24 :p

uhuuuu~~jom2 counting days utk blik umaa ^^

yeayyyy :D :D i'm excited laaa..heeee...

naaakk..naak psp ni boleh???

huuu...lecturer teknokrat ckp kite boleh guna lips power je

utk dptkn ape2 yg kte nk zaman ni..

so, sy pn nk gune laa..heee..

sronook nyeee :))

let's learn japanese :D

atas ni adalah hiragana syllabus..

jom2,kita belajar nii :)

this is basic for the beginner..

yokk kite belajar jipun same2..

betul..sgt tak rugi tau..

huuuu..sgt lah tak..

tak sgt rugi :) :) :)

teehee..fhm kah ayat ini??

mcm mne tuu??

hehe..korang practice la tulis2 ni dulu ye..

wheee~~

practice2..ngee~~

sy nk peg study dulu..

yoshhh..esok ade quiz instrument..

hohoho..

bye2 dulu..

oyasumi nasai sumee :D :D

hee...xoxo..

mohd muslim ahmad

hoho..saya cuma nak cakap..

yang saya da heart to MUSLIM ni..

haha..instead of OKTO ni..

saya (.sangat.amat.paling.sungguh.) suka tengok MUSLIM ni maen.

baekk jee..tak mcm OKTO ni..errr..

ganas gilee laa dye maen..tak sukeee...

heee..

MUSLIM
MUSLIM
MUSLIM
MUSLIM
MUSLIM

gagaga..gile tak??tak gile kan?? :D

Last night memang perggh la kan..

Double errr triple like Malaysia laa..

huhu..

like 1000x

ngeee..

I love u Malaysia..

memang lepas ni saya nak keje dekat Malaysia laa..

buat pe keje jaoh2 kann..

errr (-.-")

I love Malaysia

and..and..and..and..

I love Mohd Muslim Ahmad..

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

bumblebee lompat :D

haa..ni die bumblebee yg pandai lompat..

teehee~~

hoho..ohaiyo gozaimasu..

GUYS WILL ALWAYS

BE ABLE

TO MAKE

GIRLS CRY

BUT

IF A GIRL

CAN MAKE

A GUY CRY

SHE MUST REALLY

MEAN SOMETHING TO HIM

cume nak cakap

saya setuju dengan statement above ni..

haha..

(: (:

alhamdulillah..fyfa dpt koQ fotografi :)

fyfa sgt eager wanna play DSLR..

hope can buy one nti..

time utk kumpul duit..ngee..

signing out:

jaa ne :)

alhamdulillah quiz physical chemistry da abez..

they are 6 quizes 4 this sem..

feel relieve a bit..

thou sokln td have the answer yg agk haru biru..

fyfa create ape bnda ntah td..

hehe..

n again feel relieve

sb ko-Q pn da abez..

KO-Q NETBALL IS OVER :)

tinggal training je x kn abez2..

hee..masum da dkt..

sah..confirm memg totally skins will become more darker :)

dark-darker-darkest..

ngee~~

ptg td msg with akak..

hehe..akak ckp she'll b going to kl tonight..

fyfa pn rse this is the right time for her to own a new happy life with her bestbud, Kak EG..

afta almost one year stay with mak kt uma..

urmm..n one more thing fyfa rse bgus jgak kakak stay with KAK EG in Kajang..

sb mak pn da no longer ade kt uma..

mak disappeared mcm tu je..

no news at all..

less burden jgak ble akak da stop working with adik..

it's true keje with adik beradik will put some stress without any notice..

hehe..fyfa smpat keje with adik for 2 days pn da rse cm..

err..arr..err..arr..

tataw nk btpe..taw sengih je lbey :)

better jge aqeel je kt uma..hehe..

fyfa ckp la kt akak klau de news psl mak text la fyfa..

then..kakak ckp kakak pn sdey jgak..

akak pn selalu peg uma kwn2 dye sb nk sembang with mak kwn2..

haha..cm lwak pn de..

tp nk bt cne..mak da decide mcm tu..

ank2 da pnat nk halang..

it's tiring..

just hoping that mak cpt sembuh..

fyfa double triple fourple risau if pape jd kat mak..

sb he's unpredictable..

he can do whatever he wants..

coz he's such an evil devil..

haha..he's more worst than that..

i hate him damn much

and never forgive him..

he's the first person that i hate most lol!!

fyfa ask akak..

fyfa:akak nti kite nk beraya dgn sape ye..

kakak: ipah..k.emy da booking kite balik bagan..klau x kte beraya with k.jidah this year..

*epy a bit sb kat sne ramai bdak2*

ade naja alya,danial,danish,ben, irish yg comel2..

bley tgkp ikan..mandi parit..

peg queensbay..naek feri..peg bukit merah..

winx2 :)

fyfa: akak nti cane klau akak da kawen??ipah mcm mne??

akak: akak kne tunggu arah ipah stable dulu..

ipah da kerja tetap nti bru akak kawen..

xpe la akak tua pn..

tp kne confirm before 2014 la..sb 2014 arah da nk kawen with indah..

*mak aihh..2014 sgt cpt..smpt ke fyfa dpt keje tetap??

ngee..fyfa igt insyaallah nk sambung master trus if dpt..

sb fyfa insyaallah klau ok akn grad by 2012..

that time fyfa bru umur 21..

masih bley if nk smbung master..

fyfa pn da start syg sgt kt course ni..

yeah..fyfa kne kmpul duit n berjimat la kot..

sb nti no one will support fyfa..

hv to use duit fyfa sniri la..

hehe..parents fyfa bkn nye ade da..

dun wanna use duit siblings..

siblings fyfa pn ade benda laen jgak yg nk dibuat..

xkn nk support fyfa lak an?? :)

fyfa sgt ske tgk akak2 master kt sni..

sgt cmey je..hehe..

otha ques:

fyfa: akak tak takut ke nanti org pnggil akak andartu??

k.umi pn da dpt new baby, damia..

abg ariey pn cmey je dukung baby dorg :)

akak :ipah bongek!!haha..

ini tg nurin damia :) sgt cmey an??

huhu..itu je kot for this post..

fyfa bru bgn tdo n bru lpas trgelak tgk fara minum air apple td..

*burhanuddin al helmy tinggal sblh uma sy*

*tok janggut lak tinggal dpn uma sy fara*

hehehe..ketawa besar :)

jaa ne..

signing out:

huahuahua :)

we went to cict morning td..fyfa ngn fara..yeay..

taw x..we got for free microsoft 2007 installer :)

haha..we are too happy satu,dua,tiga n empat kot..

can start doing our assignment da..

signing out:

what i dream for??

this is all i hope for..

it ain't easy..

it's real hard for us to patch back and unite..

signing out:

forgive me

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurts so much to hurt you
Then you looked at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
To kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I'd cry
I don't want to lose you
But somehow I know that you would never leave me yeah
Because you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me oh
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside
That I'm sorry
Can you forgive me again?
You're my one true friend
And I didn't mean to hurt you

truly being alienated

what will you say if someone alienated you??

and all you have now it's just only four persons who played with you since you are very small..

then that 'someone' is no longer exist in your life

as that 'someone' suddenly go to the one that you hated most..

and that 'someone' will never turn back..

does this make you cry non-stop??

i need to talk to that 'someone' everyday!!!

because i love her with all my heart and it is endlessly

i love her more than the one that i hated most can loves her..

without that 'someone' i'll unable to walk,run and jump on this earth and

unable to see Allah's creations..

what should i do??

currently my everyday turns darker and seems double,triple and fourple gloomy already..

and it's impossible for me to hear that 'someone's voice everyday..

i'm sick!!!i'm tired!!

i think it's enough to feel the worst memories for ten years..

i need a normal life..

Ya Allah am I too stubborn??

and that's why i deserve to continue my worst memories

throughout my life Ya Allah..

please Ya Allah..

please give me one way out from all of these Ya Allah..

i miss my old 'someone'..

i think my someone will be

much better without the present of the one that i hated most!!!

and i can have a chance to say i love her everyday

via voice call..

signing out:

where should I??

MY SADDEST MOMENT

where should i stay when arrived my hometown??

this week is sucks!!

(i'd skipped English, Ethnic and Lab Management classes)

*urm..the tense environment had affected me much*

"i had always slept early though i know

i didn't finish my study on that night yet with

the thought i will forget everything tomorrow"

i'd always been thinking about where n what should I do when arrived my hometown??

can i quietly sit in the bus even though i'm already in KUALA TERENGGANU

because i do not know where should I stay??

am I homeless??

GOD..

i'm not as tough as before..

i'm not a ribena kid as before..

i'm not look like before..

this is not me..

i'm annoying..

GOD..

i'm sorry because i always unhappy and upset with myself..

i'm sorry because i have such a low self-esteem now..

i'm the worst to be..

GOD..

i just hold this conversation

fadhil: fifah,di sebalik kepayahan di situ ada kekuatan..

mirul: be tough buddy!! i had through all this before and i know how you feel..

but yours is worst than me..

fara : do what you think best for your family

pk diri awk, ur mum n ur siblings first..

follow ur heart..

GOD..

please help me to become a strong girl like before..

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

(currently i switch off my phone)

because the last person that i called many time last night didn't response me

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

this song reminds me of mak..

i wish she could see this video clip..

(video clip's below makes me cry like insane girl) :(

signing out:

when someone tell you??

when someone tell you that you can't do something..

don't doubt yourself

instead, stretch yourself

you've gotta stick your neck out, do your best :)

use all your power and your positive attitude

never,never give up

in the end, you will be succeed and prove them

they are wrong!!

it's just nothing is impossible if you use

your positive attitude..

signing out:

why??

why~~do you always do this to me??

why~~couldn't you just see through me??

how come..

you act like this..

like you just don't care at all..

do you expect me to believe..

i was the only want to fall..

i can feel, i can feel..

you near me..

even though you're far away..

i can feel, i can feel..

you~~why~~

it's not supposed to feel this way..

i need you, i need you..

more and more each day..

it's not supposed to hurt this way..

i need you, i need you, i need you..

tell me..

are you and me still together??

tell me..

do you think that we could last forever??

tell me..

why..

hey..

listen to what we're not saying..

let's play..

a different game that we're playing..

try..

to look at me and really see my heart..

do you expect me to believe..

i'm gonna let us fall apart??

signing out: