where should I??

MY SADDEST MOMENT

where should i stay when arrived my hometown??

this week is sucks!!

(i'd skipped English, Ethnic and Lab Management classes)

*urm..the tense environment had affected me much*

"i had always slept early though i know

i didn't finish my study on that night yet with

the thought i will forget everything tomorrow"

i'd always been thinking about where n what should I do when arrived my hometown??

can i quietly sit in the bus even though i'm already in KUALA TERENGGANU

because i do not know where should I stay??

am I homeless??

GOD..

i'm not as tough as before..

i'm not a ribena kid as before..

i'm not look like before..

this is not me..

i'm annoying..

GOD..

i'm sorry because i always unhappy and upset with myself..

i'm sorry because i have such a low self-esteem now..

i'm the worst to be..

GOD..

i just hold this conversation

fadhil: fifah,di sebalik kepayahan di situ ada kekuatan..

mirul: be tough buddy!! i had through all this before and i know how you feel..

but yours is worst than me..

fara : do what you think best for your family

pk diri awk, ur mum n ur siblings first..

follow ur heart..

GOD..

please help me to become a strong girl like before..

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

(currently i switch off my phone)

because the last person that i called many time last night didn't response me

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

this song reminds me of mak..

i wish she could see this video clip..

(video clip's below makes me cry like insane girl) :(

signing out: