Thursday, February 11, 2010

where should I??

where should i stay when arrived my hometown??

this week is sucks!!
(i'd skipped English, Ethnic and Lab Management classes)
*urm..the tense environment had affected me much*

"i had always slept early though i know
i didn't finish my study on that night yet with
the thought i will forget everything tomorrow"

i'd always been thinking about where n what should I do when arrived my hometown??
can i quietly sit in the bus even though i'm already in KUALA TERENGGANU
because i do not know where should I stay??
am I homeless??

i'm not as tough as before..
i'm not a ribena kid as before..
i'm not look like before..

this is not me..
i'm annoying..

i'm sorry because i always unhappy and upset with myself..
i'm sorry because i have such a low self-esteem now..
i'm the worst to be..

i just hold this conversation

fadhil: fifah,di sebalik kepayahan di situ ada kekuatan..
mirul: be tough buddy!! i had through all this before and i know how you feel..
but yours is worst than me..
fara : do what you think best for your family
pk diri awk, ur mum n ur siblings first..
follow ur heart..

please help me to become a strong girl like before..
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

(currently i switch off my phone)
because the last person that i called many time last night didn't response me

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

this song reminds me of mak..
i wish she could see this video clip..
(video clip's below makes me cry like insane girl) :(

signing out:

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